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yes I know been along time. I really don't post on here anymore dew to the fact I think no one really reads this shit. However in case there are a few real people left in the world who do care what is going on. I will amuse you with my life. The good side of life will come first I will graduate form J.D. next semester and I will be moving out of state. You ask where Scottie where? However I am not sure at this time and I may not let any of you know. Not because I am being cold hearted but because I have come to a very odd part of my life. I have had to make changes to myself for me to keep living. I am not the same sad Scott anymore who needs others to make him happy. He is gone long gone. I am Scottie now a person who doesn't care what you think or say about him. I'll do what I need to do to make it in my life. I care not for your troubles; but I will hear you out and tell you what may help you. I might not always be right but I'll do my best. I have had to stop helping people make their lives better at the cost of my own. People may think that is selfishness but really how many of them really would give up there own dreams for someone else. So in the words of papa roach "Sorry but I have got to move on with my own life".
To the people that I may or may not have hurt on the way to becoming who I am. I am sorry for any pain that I may or may not have brought upon you. However you also need to get over yourself and stop blaming me for you being fucked up. I was a wounded animal for along time in my life and anyone who kicked me was going to get bitten. Now I am no longer wounded; but my teeth are sharper then ever to those who try to walk over me. This door mate now says unwelcome.
Okay Sorry for that I really had to get that off my chest. So why I am not telling most people where I am moving to. It is because I need a change and I have to leave my old life behind me sometimes that means people as well. I will not forget any of you. I just need to make my life better for me. If you have ever wanted to give me anything give me this. This is what is best for me and I am happy knowing it is. I live for me now so just be happy in knowing that.
Everything I am saying here is not towards any one person. This is for everyone to read and understand. I have so much more to live for now then trying to get back at anyone form my past. By the way to all the past people that may have hurt me. I am going to put this in all Caps so that you see it "I FORGIVE YOU". That goings out to all my old friends, ex-girlfriends, people who tried get in my way, and family.
These changes of mine didn't just come over night. They took along time to happen and they started with one person. Thank you Sunny. I don't think I could have done it without you.
Well it is getting close to 6 am and I have a very long day ahead of me when I get out of bed. I'll post some more on here if anyone wants to say something. However like I said before I really don't think anyone reads this shit. I could wrong on the other hand. I don't know we will have to see. Talk to you later.

Well it's me again I am still alive and having a good time at it. School is going really good for me. Sunny and I are still together after 4 years "long damn time huh". I don't have the best of life right now, but I don't have the worst. I am working a chick-fil-a in the mall "someone kick me it the nutz for that". I am taking summer classes and with any luck if I pass this one class I can move back up to Hattiesburg to go to U.S.M. I have stuck to my major in Biology which has turn out to be what I really want to do with my life. Oh by the way everyone I still have a 3.5 GPA so all you fuck heads that may have been thinking I could never do it. YOU CAN ALL LICK MY BALLS! I am the one with the power over my life. Now with that being said I have to go for now. C-ya

Well it is me again! I know it is going to be sometime before I post again so here it is. Sunny and I are still together. I am not living in H-town any longer. I have know moved to the coast. So if you have been looking for me here I am. I love you all.

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Yes! Classes are almost over. I have passed all my classes and ready for next year. I do have bad news for the people of Hattiesbrug. Sunny and I will not be here next year. The two of us are moving to the coast. Sunny's Mom and Dad have asked us to move to the coast, to live with them. I have been thinking very hard about it, and know that it would be the best thing to do. So I am sorry I will miss seeing everyone but I have to do this. I need to get on with my life. I don't want to end up not having what is best for Sunny and I. So in the worlds of BonJovi "it's my life, and it's now or never I am not going to live forever". The good news for everyone we are not moving till May of next year. So you all have time to try and talk us out of it, but it is not going to work. Well I have to run I love you all. pls write me and tell me what you think

Where have you been school? Why have you not posted anything? Well i have work non-stop both at work and at school. So i have not had much time for anything else. The only time that i am on-line is when class work. I am doing really well in all my class as of today I have an A, and two Bs. So I am passing all my classes. Sunny and I are doing good. We took on a roommate Andy so i can pay the bills, but all and all i have been doing very well.

it's my b-day, once again I am now 26 year old. Sunny did one of the sweetest things i have ever had done for me. Everyone knows I really don't like me b-day, becouse bad shit happens on it or around it. I told Sunny that didn't have to do anything for me, but she did anyway. I came home last night to a nice cream cheese pie and a b-day gift form her it was really nice. So this year it has not been so bad.

Well I am back in school at PRCC, and I'm loving it. It feels good to be going to school again. Since I am now older I find myself not as much thinking about the things that really missed me up in classes before. Such as thinking how cute the girl is that is setting next to me. Sunny fells that part of my life up for me. I'm working very hard to make sure my grades don't fall behind. The three classes that I have is Eng, Speech, and Intro to Algebra " which I am taking it on-line" So I really only have two classes. Yeah life is looking up for this old boy, and I am going to keep it that way. Well I love you all Plz write me I love hear form people.

I shall now take over the world with the power of the cream filled donut. hahahahahahah..............*sighs* I'm going to bed before I do something really odd.

What a week this has been. (Monday) Sunny got me out bed to find the our new butterfly fish was acting odd. We had no fish bags to put him in to take him to the pet shop were wet got him. So I walked a cross the street to Grin's place to see if he had some bags but he had none :(.
On the way back over to me places I see this 1 1/2 year old kid running down the Middle of the street. He was push this wagon thingy with no grown ups around. All I could say was W.F.T. I ran over pick up the Kid. Grin grab the wagon and we started up the road walking house to house look for the kid's mom and dad. About a full block up the road we found his house. His dad came out side took the kid and said thank you. Come on people keep an eye on your kids.
(Tuesday)The fish dies suxs ass. I liked that fish that is why I payed $40 bucks for him. Errr that really sux ass.
(Wednesday) Nothing happen just a very long day at work. That leads us to today. So far the world has not ended. No one I know has turn into fire balls but feel free to call me if you do. I would like to know about it. Well that is all i got for now see you all around.

P.S. Never take NyQuil then do bad things ..hehe.. then go to bed it is the devil. Oh God oh God.

i have to go to work :P
Suxs to be me.

     I sit here in this chair thinking what is to come of us all? Are we just a light that is slowly going out, or the spark that lights the fire? I know I'm here...not sad, nor happy. I think deep in my mind, who am I? What do I mean to the world around me? Am I a person that people can come to and trust in? Do I have a good heart, or am I a snake that is waiting for the right moment to bite his prey; poisoning people with every second of my bite?

Well I am not going to Solar on the 14-16. My mom is coming down next weekend to spend time away from home. It will be one year from the 15th when I got the call that I didn't have a little sister anymore. It's hard not to think about things like that. I loved Becky very much and miss her more than anything. But I move on with my life knowing that is what I have to do. But it doesn't stop me from fearing the phone ringing and hearing that someone else has passed away. Call me odd for being that way. But that is just way it is.

Romans 12:15-21
"Rejoice with them that do rejoice, and WEEP WITH THEM THAT WEEP."
or "Rejoice with those who rejoice; MOURN WITH THOSE WHO MOURN". There is more...pay special attention to Romans 12:19-21.

I when to the coast to Sunny's Mom and Dad's house. It was nice to get out of Hattiesburg for a day. Well Sunny and I when to the Casino and won about $100.00. Then when to a little fair thing they were having on the coast. Spend about $20 there then came on home. Got home and when to see the Lake House. Which is a very nice movie to see I may say. But do take a date. It's not a guy movie keep that in mind. But I liked it. So yeah it was a boring weekend for most people. But it was good R&R time me for you know. Next weekend I am going Kayaking but not sure yet may do something else. Just going to see how I feel.

I know it has been a long time since I wrote something here. It always is and I say it every time I write something. I just getting lost in the world that sets on my shoulders. But at last the time has come. I really do know who I am now. I know what I want. I know what I have. I know who I love. Since last year I have been thinking of death a lot in fear i guess. In fear that I would die and never really know who I am or anyone else for that matter. Well I know now, and I know what has to be done. Sunny and I are still together and still very happy I know I am. She is not my whole world but she is the best part of it. In every way. if you are reading this baby I love you. My life is what it is going to be I can't control all of it. But I can control what can be controlled. If I run into a wall I'll just get back up and keep going. I have to just for me.